...is that nobody can make it better; they can just make it worse.
Example: I am seriously sucking at cooking recently. I get very upset (already irrational) b/c nothing is turning out or tasting good. And I say this to my husband and family. So then, when they give me any kind of compliment on my food, I think, "Of course they are saying that; they know I'm sensitive and upset that my cooking is bad. They are just saying that to try to make me feel better." I can't even feel like the compliments are genuine b/c I'm so paranoid that they are only to please me and not b/c they are their true feelings. This sucks.
Disclaimer: Thank you for the compliments. I don't intellectually think y'all are all spitting my food out in the trash when I'm not looking. It's just the disease. Although, Vince sure asked where the trash can was an awful lot....
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