Friday, July 17, 2009

I really am here, somewhere.

I'm not depressed, and I'm in a regular mood. But I'm just not up to blogging. Nothing to say. I was out of meds for 4 or 5 days, and I'm sure this is in response to the dip in the levels in my brain. Whatev. I'm in a good mood, so I don't care. I guess just a bit non-functioning, but not in a devastating way. Just in a, well, blogging sense? My internet has been screwy, and so has my phone, so I just don't mess with it.

My days, if you care, consist of hanging out and running small errands. I've been to the library. Oh, Gabe wears underwear during the day at home (while not sleeping), so I'm pumped. He's either totally stoked or completely nonchalant. I don't know why. Perhaps he is humoring me by showing excitement. Stinker. Mostly, he likes to be naked. He sits around all day naked on the nonchalant days. At least he uses the potty. When he wears a pullup, he doesn't use the potty. Stinker.

Internal temperature: Okay with the way I look. Okay with my social life. Having fun with the kids. Not cooking one blasted thing. Not showering much, but what's new. At least I brush my teeth.

I guess I do have things that are noteworthy in my life, but they are (surprisingly) not bloggable. Too private. And that's saying something, b/c I tell all here. I know that's a teaser, sorry. I can talk about it in real life if you are dying, but I promise you will be like, "Huh. Well, boring."

Man, that is one paragraph I'd delete if not for the non-delete rule. If I'm not saying something, I should just not say it. I'm usually good at that. For example, if a sentence is going to start with "needless to say," then I don't say it. No offense to people who do complete the sentence. Often times, it isn't quite as needless to say after all.

Am I rambling? Geez. I'd go to bed, but I don't fall asleep these days. It makes me mad to even go through the motions. I feel gypped. I remember the days I could sleep like I was being paid overtime. Ahhh....

Actually, I've napped the past two days. I haven't done that in a long time b/c I was trying to sleep at night. Alas. Just like trying to lose weight over the past 2 years, it has been fruitless. And I'm a quitter, so I quit.

Well, that about sums it up. Here's a picture for those who only like posts with pictures:

4 comments:

Shel said...

Nice picture choice :) It's fun to hear from ya' and that things are good. Gabe is doing great.. what a big boy! My days have been about the same... hangin' out, small errands, but we are still having major nerf wars constanly!!! I have nerf darts flying over my head as I type... I wish it weren't so hot outside, ugh!

Lori Hurst said...

Feel better ...

Court said...

I can't believe Gabe is old enough to wear underwear. You were seriously just pregnant with him.

Mindy said...

You know I have a lot of computer time on my hands these days- since I always get on to make sure that she is really asleep before I go lay back down- and I was wondering where you have been since you usually blog more than I do