As you can see from the time stamp, it is after 3am. However, this time it feels just that time of day, or night. I'm chilly and isolated, and I feel similar to how it feels when I pull into an all-night truck stop during a marathon road trip looking for good food when all there is is junk food, feeling gritty and like the night will never end. Y'all dig?
I've just watched 3 hours of Criminal Minds reruns. I felt compelled to find out how Gideon left the show. I usually can't take the gruesomeness, so I just skip the beginnings and jump in when the BAU gets involved. I only like the episodes with Gideon.
You'd think I'd undress and get into my bed, even if just to read. I already feel the tossing and lying awake, though, and it ticks me off and makes me more tired.
Okay, now that I've typed that, it's sounding like a good idea.
I'm sorry that Sarah's birthday is about here. I've liked her posts and her music. And when her birthday ends, my countdown begins. We are only just shy of 13 months apart. I want to get to my mom's & dad's and go through the old pictures that always make me happy. I need to play with my kids, which I dislike, but I need to do until I like it again.
I've gotten back to the place where water tastes goodish and I'm trying to feed my body. I'm almost there. Of course, I did one 18 minute ab workout on Friday and feel crippled. Plus, I full-on peed down myself doing jumping jacks last week. Humiliated.
I'm babbling to myself now. The back of my brain is starting to feel heavy. Yet I feel the tossing and turning is imminent. I guess I should good-night myself.
6 comments:
I full on pee on myself everytime I attempt jumping jacks, so you're in good company! Hope the truck stop feeling ends soon because that's a sucky feeling!
Your description of the truck stop is delightfully perfect! I might just have to stop in and give you a Leslie-hug this week....I KNOW that's exactly what you need. =)
I'm so glad you had enough social energy for this weekend. And you did a great job on ST as per usual btw. Even when you think you don't have much to offer, it is always enough and it is always awesome.
Agree with Courtney. You are SO great at Primary callings. And it was fun for me to do social things with you this weekend-- thanks!!! Hope you recover soon!
good for you for rationing out your social energies. I totally know what you mean. If I have a lot of social get togethers I start to feel a little overwhelmed and just want to hide. I think thats why I love being a stay at home mom.
Good job on the ab work out!
Oh man! You just made me laugh so hard when I read you peed on yourself. It reminded me how every time you sneeze you have to cross your legs. I love it!
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