Girls' NightS Out

I actually had 2 in a row! Tonight was a lovely spa night and dinner and hanging out with my sister in law Jessica and my friend Delana. I got home about 3 am and felt very renegade. We just went to Olive Garden and then Jess's condo, but you know how you get to talking (all night long), and it just gets sillier.

Last night I also hung out with Jess and her friend Karly. We watched "The Family Stone" and ate pizza and played Yatzhee. Also silly. And, about the movie: How can I love a movie so much with such obnoxious, reprehensible people? They are like the worst family ever! I love it. I cry every time.

So, now that I'm up in the middle of the night, I'm up. That's it. What to do? Blog, even though I don't know what to say.

Let's talk about Scatterbrained.

I truly am. I am trying REALLY HARD to not bag on myself for it (remember the change in attitude.) I am really really trying to slow down and be patient, tell myself that there is no reason to get worked up or frustrated. I will find the keys, eventually. I will remember what I was saying. And if I don't, well, it probably wasn't important anyway. I will make scheduling mistakes and therefore drop the ball on people. I can apologize. Yikes! For example! I'm totally not working on my stake activity day puppet show, which is ONE WEEK, and I'm supposed to do it with another sister who I HAVEN'T CALLED UP, and I'm supposed to secure a pianist and prepare a singing activity!!!! Oh my gosh, I am FREAKING OUT! EVERYBODY! Leave me alone this week, and if I try to talk to you (or blog) cut me off and tell me to get BACK TO WORK!! Geez, this is when I want to say something negative about myself. I gotta think of something else... Come on, Jennifer...

Ok. I still have a week, so I will be able to fully prepare for next Saturday. I can do it in steps. I can make a list. I can go to Mom's for help (she's very very helpful). This doesn't make me a bad person or and idiot. I may be weak in this area, but I am striving to change it, and that is a really important step in the right direction. There we go. Make it a matter of prayer.

I gotta go to bed. I deal with stress by being unconcious. I'm not going to preview this post to check for errors b/c I am sure I'll delete it.