Ok, so I am refocusing my outlook on my life regarding mental illness. I am changing as of now. I am going to try really hard to use faith and the Spirit to see things looking up instead of down. Stop complaining and moping. Stop calling myself crazy and second-guessing myself and getting as upset as I do when things become so difficult for me to accomplish. That is the GOAL.
And I have that goal because the Lord has asked me to do it. And at the very foundation of my testimony is that the Lord wants me to be happy; he is omniscient; therefore, following Him will bring me way more happiness than doing what I would rather do or what I think will work better. And that He will help me and support me in accomplishing it.
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I have had lots of these same feelings lately. I have to recheck them every day and according to me I'm usually failing, but I am making improvements on many fronts. I'm actually beginning to feel that SOMEDAY (big someday) I might be able to handle the ordinary daily activities and actually feel like I'm a valuable functioning part of society. Hopefully!
Hey, if you ever get the chance, I would love to get some more of your crock pot recipes that you do. I have a crock pot and think its awesome, but I really haven't put it to good use. So if you ever feel like randomly posting a crock pot recipe I would certainly try it out! -- I'm trying to work on doing my full part at home more -- thus cooking!
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